This is a long email and write very difficult for me, please ask repetitive questions or if you do not understand.
The brutal moments in my life was in December 2012, I know that. My ex-husband had a second wife. Before he married me, he had to sleep overnight at her house, in the period that I serve at-risk areas, and until I moved here. I do. cried hard, not eating, not sleeping, and I was suicidal at the time. he knows that I'm very sorry, but no matter ... Apology from his mouth, that I was lying. Quitting her husband, before marrying me.
- Cause I'm very sorry because I left the house, leaving his parents. The family loves me so much. To be with him and the ball here, but I'm not a patient man, exploiting me, hurt me, like
- the rent and the cost of my responsibility, at the expense of children. he begged me to recover a lot of money, to help his business, but he gave me the responsibility and debt interest alone.
- he did not help for my life, like I have to go to the provincial government. And his children, who often do not give the child a bath or eat, and eat aspirin, when his son was sick and left the children alone. I was in a hurry to go gamble.
- A week has seven. day. he spends the night at home 1-2 times, both at a restaurant near his home, about seven kilometers, often he was drinking with friends just 300 meters away from the house. but he did not do that. My son is doing.
- is very important, he is a gambler and a serious gambling day and night, almost every time he comes home to sleep. I had to wait until the morning. And they never have time to relax, or do activities with the family.
- If he had to work in other provinces or abroad. I understand, of course, can not find a family as often. But for him, I think, in 60 years, but he is not ready to be a father or husband, anybody. Because of his responsibilities as a teenager 16 years.
- More important, always with his wife and children out of wedlock has increased. The presence of several people, Often, I was snobbish through his parents. I, and my brother, my cousin and my students. I also make endless patience. I divorced him when, in April 2015. However, he refused to divorce.
- I filed for divorce in July 2015 and on that day in court. He refused to help me responsible for the liability. I decided that, for the duration of the marriage. I'm responsible for everything alone. If I have to endure, I will definitely have a mental illness. It's very stressful. My son would be, if I did not have a father and irresponsible.
- I decided to accept all liabilities, of 2-3 million baht Thailand alone. Because I do not want to face him in court higher than this.
In my life I never had parents. My only mistake about it, I'm sure, because raising children alone.
-5 Years I worked and went to school with in one week. I never stopped, and after graduation, I worked on it and buying a first home. age 28 years. and create a second home at the age of 30 years. since before I married him, every time there is more revenue. I would buy a little land accumulation.
- I do not mean to tell you that, I'm better than anyone else. But if someone in my age 28-30 years old. They are also fun to use. life, like eat, drink, do not care about the building itself.
- throughout my life savings, I have never run the current fashion or technology. I'll give you a prize or a gift to myself, sometimes. and almost none at all.
- Maybe, I thought, a man in this world who are not selfish and exploiting women. it is still there, or found or not. and I am a woman with debt and has a son aged nine years is required. take care.
- all this time I was the father, mother, brother, friend to my son. at night. I have become a bolster of the ball. His legs are placed on the abdomen me. He shall lie bolster my arm before bed. The morning I woke up, I always found the feet or buttocks are close. my face.
- I think, to have a man to accept that women be lodged with half a night. and the next time he has left half the night. I mean. If I remarry, I still have to sleep hugging his son to sleep, before I have to find a husband.
- He's my son and I want to. But another 1-3 years, when he grew up. He may love me less. When his friend. I was lonely a lot, and this is why I want to marry and have children more. (But everything comes from the decision of the husband of me, because having a baby is. great burden.)
- I agree with you that, you're single. you do not see women who understand that, can not be separated from his family.
the purpose of it was thought that, if I'm not that guy. understand me. I can not be separated from her son, and my parents had. the decision Bach would be for me and the children.
- people can share their feelings, opinions, and providing independent control. there is an empty space. private or doing activities like or are interested in, rather rare in my opinion. Although, I do love you. but you say, set me as I love you. I should respect. in your opinion. because everyone needs time privacy, even people who love each other, it's like a holiday.
- since we started to talk until now. I am sure, I am a woman brave enough. to speak the truth in my life with you. This is for you to consider that, I was a woman in any form, anyway.
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