I would like to live with the fact if we talk to each other, and this is to find out the conclusion did not, I was not confident in your choices as well, if you are sincere with me or trick me.
I want to live with the fact that if we can talk to each other and are followed through to a conclusion, I do not have confidence in you, too, that you'll be true to me or deceive me.
I want to live with the fact if we still talking, and this continues still inconclusive I there is confidence in your, too, that you are sincere to me or to deceive me.