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ผมเขียนบันทึกนี้ขึ้นเป็นบันทึกแรก เพื่อที่อยากจะสื่อถึงเรื่องราวต่างๆที่เกิดขึ้นกับตัวผม

ชีวิตของผมที่กำลังดำเนินไปเรื่อยๆ และผมคิดว่า ซักวันผมคงจะได้กลับมาอ่านมันอีกครั้ง

อนาคตไม่รู้ว่าเราจะเจออะไร ผมอยากลองเปรียบเทียบกับสิ่งที่เกิดในอนาคต กับสิ่งที่กำลังดำเนินอยุ๋ตอนนี้

มันมีความแตกต่างมากน้อยเพียงไร และตัวเราเองเปลี่ยนแปลงไปมากแค่ไหน



เรื่องของผมในบันทึกแรก ขอพูดถึงผู้หญิงคนนึง

เธอเป็นผู้หญิงคนแรกที่เข้ามาเปลี่ยนแปลงอะไรหลายๆอย่างในชีวิตผม

เธอทำให้โลกของผมดูสดใสขึ้น เธอทำให้ผมยิ้มได้บ่อยๆ และทำให้ผมรู้สึกดีเวลาที่ได้คุยกับเธอ

ผมรู้จักกับเธอในเพจเพจนึง และเธอกับผมก็ชอบอะไรที่เหมือนๆกัน

ผมเข้าไปทำความรู้จักกับเธอ ในเพจ และก็ได้คุยกันในที่สุด


ความรู้สึกแรกที่ผมมีต่อเธอคือ ผมชื่นชมเธอ ผมนับถือเธอ ผมเคารพเธอ และผมไว้ใจเธอมาก

หลังจากวันที่เรารู้จักกัน เราก็เริ่มสนิทกันมากขึ้นเรื่อยๆ ผมรู้จักชื่อเธอ รู้ว่าเธอเกิดวันอะไร เดือนไหน ปีไหน

ผมรู้ว่าเธอพักอยู่ที่ไหน อาศัยอยู่กับใคร เธอชอบอะไรและไม่ชอบอะไร เธอเป็นคนนิสัยแบบไหน

ผมเองก็สอบถามข้อมูลเธอไปเรื่อยๆ หลังจากที่เราสนิทกันมากขึ้นอีก ผมก็ใจกล้าขอเบอร์โทรเธอไว้

และเราก็แลกเบอร์โทรกัน ตั้งแต่วันนั้นมีน้อยมากที่ผมจะโทรไปหาเธอ

ผมรู้ว่าเธอกำลังยุ่งๆอยู่กับงานที่เธอทำ และผมเองไม่ควรจะไปรบกวนเธอมาก


ชีวิตของผมดำเนินไปแบบนี้เรื่อยๆ ตั้งแต่ผมรู้จักกับเธอมา เธอเป็นคนสนุกสนาน ร่าเริง เฮฮา

เวลาผมมีปัญหามักจะไปปรึกษาเธอและเธอมักจะให้คำปรึกษาและคำแนะนำที่ดีกับผมเรื่อยมา

นี่แหละมั้งเป็นสิ่งที่ทำให้ผมรู้สึกชื่นชอบเธอมากขึ้นอีก


ผมสนิทกับเธอจนทำให้ผมเองรู้สึกได้ใจ ปกติผมมักจะระวังในการพูดของตัวเองเสมอ มักจะคิดก่อนพูด

แต่ยิ่งผมอยู่กับเธอ ผมมักจะพูดอะไรที่มันตรข้ามกับความคิด บางครั้งมันอาจดูน่ารำคาญในสายตาเธอ

ผมรู้สึกว่าผมอยากทำให้เธอยิ้มและหัวเราะกับผม จนบางทีผมปล่อยมุขแป๊กๆออกมา

และดูเหมือนเธอเริ่มไม่ชอบใจ ที่ผมทำแบบนี้


ไม่รู้ว่าผมเริ่มชอบเธอคนนี้ตั้งแต่เมื่อไหร่ แต่รู้ตัวอีกที เวลาที่ผมไม่ได้คุยกับเธอมันทรมานแทบขาดใจ

เวลาที่เธอไม่ตอบผมมันทำให้ผมคิดมากว่าเธอโกรธอะไรหรือไม่ชอบใจอะไรรึป่าว

เวลาโทรไปแล้วเธอไม่รับสายมันทำให้ผมรู้สึกท้อและเหนื่อยหน่าย

มันทำให้ผมเริ่มแสดงท่าทีที่แสนจะงี่เง่าของตัวเองออกมา พยายามทำทุกอย่างที่ให้เธอสนใจ

แต่สุดท้าย.....เธอก็ไม่ได้สนใจอะไรผมทั้งนั้น

บางคืนผมก็นอนร้องไห้โดยไม่รู้สาเหตุ ในหัวผมมีแต่หน้าของเธอลอยวนเวียนอยู่เต็มไปหมด

และผมต้องพยายามฝืนข่มตานอนหลับ เพื่อที่ผมจะไม่ต้องได้คิดมาก


ชีวิตของผมผมดูแล้วมันน่าสมเพชสิ้นดี ผมมองดูตัวเองในกระจกและยิ้มเย้ยหยันตัวเองอย่างกับคนบ้าเสียสติ

และทุกครั้ง ก็จะมีภาพของเธอคนนั้นวนเวียนเข้ามา และก็จบลงด้วยอาการเหม่อลอย อย่างไม่รู้สาเหตุ

นี่รึป่าวที่ว่า หลงรักหัวปักหัวปำ





บันทึกในวันนี้ผมขอจบไว้เพียงแค่นี้ และผมจะกลับมาเขียนบันทึกใหม่ มันอาจดูงงๆ

แต่เชื่อสิว่า ใครที่มีอาการแบบเดียวกับผม จะเข้าใจในสิ่งที่ผมเขียนนี้

ผลลัพธ์ (อังกฤษ) 1:

I wrote this up as the first record. In order to convey the stories that have happened to me.

My life is going through it and I think that someday I will be back to read it again

.We do not know what the future will come. I want to try to compare what happens in the future. With ongoing pipeline now

it differs much profit. And ourselves has changed so much



.Story of my first recording Ask to speak to a woman

She is the first woman to change many things in my life

You make my world brighter. She often makes me smile And made me feel good to talk to her

.I've known her on page one page. And she and I'd like something like that

I got to know her in the pages and talked in the


first feeling I have for her is that I admire her, I respect her, I respect her and I did. trust her so much

After we know We started very close up. I know her name What month do know that she was born a year now

I knew where she was staying. Lives with anyone What she likes and dislikes. She is the kind of character

.I would ask her to continue. After we got to know each other more. I would call her brave

and we exchanged phone together. Since that day I have very little to call her

.I knew she was busy with work she did. And I'm not going to bother her so much


I was carried away in this life time. Since I've known her She was hilarious hilarious

.I'm close to her until I feel it. Normally, I tend to be careful in speaking of yourself. Always think before speaking

But the more I stayed with her. I often say that it is verified contrary to the idea. Sometimes it may seem trivial in the eyes

.I felt that I wanted to make her smile and laugh with me. Maybe I let porch out yardstick

and it seems she did not amuse. I made this


.I like this girl does not know since when. But again consciously This time I did not talk to her, it suffered javelins.

Time she did not answer me, it makes me think that she's angry or disliking what I like

.Call time, she did not receive a call, it makes me feel discouraged and tired

It made me begin to show signs of a idiot out of yourself. Try to do everything for her attention.

But ..... she does not do anything, I know

.Some nights I cry without knowing why. In my head, but the face of her floating around everywhere

and I have to force myself to try to force sleep. So I will not have to think too much


.The life of me, I see it ending well, pathetic. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled mockingly themselves with crazy mad

and every time. It is her image sequences were added. And it ends with the onset of rebirths. Some unknown reason

Here I like that Headlong in love





Save Today I'd like to leave it at this. And I will be back to write a new record. It may seem confusing, but trust me that it

. Anyone with symptoms similar to me. To understand what I write this


.

ผลลัพธ์ (อังกฤษ) 2:

I am writing this note is the first recording to which he wants to represent the various stories that happened to my life

I work in progress and I think my day cleaning he will probably be able to come back to read it again

.The future is not what we know, see. I would like to try a comparison with what happens in the future with what are now performed it is ayu

much difference and change ourselves to much



. The story of the first note in the hair. Ask to speak to a woman who now

. She is the first woman to change anything in my life, I

she make my world seem bright. She makes me smile, it makes me feel good and often times speak with her

.I know she has in her hair with chanueng and chaphe page was like nothing the same

I went with her. In the same talk page, and in the end


. The first feeling I had toward her is I admire her. I respect her. I respect her and I trusted her so much

.After that we began together, we rust known as increasingly, I recognize the name, she knew she was born what date each month? Last year, she said, I know

I just go live with anyone. She likes and what he doesn't like? She is a person which habits

.I personally would ask her to gradually. After we close together again, I decided to dare ask for her phone number.

and we exchange phone number. Since it is extremely rare that I would call to her

.I knew that she was working at her job with the guests and I personally should not interfere with her so much


. My life continues like this often since I know her. She is a cheerful, fun people, hilarious

.From time to time I have a problem, often to consult her and she often gives advice and recommendations to the clubs and I come here

mang takes up is something that makes me feel more of her favourite


. I am completely against her until he makes me feel. Normally, I tend to be careful in speaking of yourself always tend to think before talking

but even more I was with her. I often say that it tonkham with the idea. Sometimes it may seem annoying at the sight of her

.I feel that I want to make her smile and laugh with me so maybe I left out

and paek Bay looks like she doesn't like that I will start doing this


. I don't know whether I like this girl, since when, but knowledge. The time I did not talk to her it would suffer losses.

The time she doesn't answer me it makes me very angry that she thought anything like what will I?

.Time to call and she doesn't get it done, I feel tired and bored with peach

it made me start like that is an idiot of yourself. Trying to do everything, she was interested in

but finally ..... She does not care what I

.Some nights I sleep crying without knowing why On her page, but I have head floats, they are full of him

and I must try to make an effort to persecute sleeping eyes. So I don't have to think so much


. In my life I see how very much it. I looked myself in the mirror and smile, laugh at myself, mad men, losing consciousness and every time

. There is also a picture of the girl, they come in and they end up with symptoms to be distracted, don't know why fly

.I love that this head





pam head to stick save today I ended up just now, and I'll be back to write. It might seem just what

ngong, but anyone who has the same symptoms I would understand what I was writing this


.

ผลลัพธ์ (อังกฤษ) 3:

I am writing this, it is first to save the media would have to be up to the story of all that is happening with my life, and I

that are going to continue and I think that day I would have to go back and read it again.

don't know what we will find out tomorrow what I wanted to try compare with what is happening in the future and what was going อยุ๋

now that it's more or less how different and how much to change our own



The first thing I would like to save some of the women spoke about

she was the first woman to change anything in my life, many

she made the world of light, and I see her smile, and I have often made me feel good and the time to speak to her

I know her and her snapping pages on the page and I love it. What a shit

I to get to know her on the page and they had talked at length


the feeling that I have been to her first, I admire her, and I respect her, and I respect her and I trust her more

after the date on which we know we will start to close more and more. I know the name she knew that she was born in what year? What day

I know that she is where she lived with anyone who likes and doesn't like what she was going to be a habit of

I ask her to go as far as you can go after the information we were great friends, and I was a hero for her telephone number

and we had exchanged numbers, from the day that I will have very little to call for her

I know that she is going to work is unsettling. She should not do it, and I will go to interfere with her life. More


I'm going to keep this from her, and I knew to be gay, she had a good laugh

I have a problem is often times to consult with her, and she was always a good advice and recommendations, and I continually.

so I suppose it is what you do, I feel like she was more


I'm completely with her until I felt myself to be encouraged. I'm always careful to speak of himself always tend to think before you speak

but the more I was with her, and I always say that it was the cross with the thought Sometimes it may be annoying in her eyes

I felt that I wanted to make her smile and laugh, and I am so maybe I let out a porch แป๊กๆ

and it seemed as if she did not like that I started to do this


She did not know that I started to like this man did it again, but I know the time that I don't talk to her, it's almost collapsed torture

the time she did not answer me, it made me think that she was very angry with me because I did not like or to proclaim

what?Time to call, and then she didn't answer. It makes me feel to be discouraged and weary

it makes me start showing the folly of their own came out trying to do everything, but in the end she was interested

..... she's not interested in what I was

some nights I lay crying, don't know why, but in my head there is the floating of her thoughts were formed

and I must try to sleep, and tried to suppress the I will not be thought more


I see my life, and then it was miserable I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled at his own sardonic, with a madman madman

and every time there was a picture of her that was coming in, and it ended with symptoms vaguely, he knew not why

This isn't that, in love with the head crush





save on this day I would end up just like this and I will be back to write a note. It may seem dazed

but, believe me, there are signs that someone is the same as I would understand what I have written in this