Dear Dad its so hard to believe Fathers day is coming and this will be the first without u oh how I miss and love u I miss our talks even if sometimes it seems to be the same thing but u never once said anything like get over it u always said things happen for a reason but u know one thing I never thought ide say this but you're right I may have a chance to be happy ive been kinda communicating with this one guy and hes got a good job I wouldnt have to want for anything as u can see Josh is home and already had to have another surgery on his eye but the doctor's are saying it looks good im so glad well guess im going to go love u and miss u