Today I realize that what I'm doing to it so much ridiculous, so I wanted to abandon the fear of confrontation with reality by going back to see his face and back to the same friends as ever.
Today I realized that what I'm doing so much it's ridiculous to want to abandon my fear. Then face the truth By returning to his face and back as well as ever.
Today, I realized that what I did is absurd, I wanted to abandon the fear. And face reality. By going back to see him, and go back to being friends as usual.