I don't want the pain of my heart than this, since you are not able to take care of my life and my child, I selected decided not to contact and receive knowledge.
I do not want to hurt my heart more than this, when you are not able to care for my life and my son's, I chose not to make contact and get to know all about you.
I don"t want to hurt my heart any more, since you won"t be able to take care of my life and my children, so I choose decided not to contact and know your story again.