It is very tedious, I feel that if she wanted anything, she would beg me to make my friends but if she would not as she wanted, she would not stop cursing me (sarcastic).
It's very boring, I feel that if she wanted anything, she will appeal to me, I make friends , but if she does not once, as she wants to, she is swearing, I don't stop (to contend).
It was very boring, I feel that, if she wanted to be something, she would be my friend, I have to plead, but if when she is not as she would like to, I don't stop her, it will be cursed (irony).