I am a woman.Sometimes I pay attention more than others, always themselves.What I am. The fight itself takes up comingMy mom expecting a daughter.One day my sister sister and mother disappointed.The problem is that it's all me.Before I work.I have no debt.Until one day.My sister's family's life ends.My mom is very worried about my sister.I love my nephewWhen he wants to eat something good.I would always take them to eat.Until the problems that a lot of my house.I sold a House to my name.To bring the money paid, with sisterIt was my mother's needs.At the time, sister and sister has problems.My aunt and my mother would always help.But I have to learn from a book.Sometimes I'll bring help at home.But they have not.How do I help?I don't blame them. I blame myselfWhen one day I was so much despondency.Because I don't have anything left.When the mother came back living in ThailandMy mother does not work, and no money.I need to find for the layout.I think that I have to respond.And one day I can not past issues.How do I get help from my aunt?The answer that I have is the wait. Until I tired a lotThere is no night that I eyes.Sometimes I want to commit suicide.Sometimes I'd like to go over there to flee.But I do not.I'm worried about my mother.My aunt says thatWhy did I get married? Looking for people to helpI asked why would I want marriage.I pity people who marry meI do not want money.I don't want to get married.Because I am not good in money.I don't understand somebody.Destiny is not understood.Why do I need so many difficulties.I have no new clothes.I have no money to eat lunch.I don't have money to buy shoes.I don't have a home. I don't have a car.Why do I have to ride the bus?I went to a sister or sister.A day where I don't have the money the car back home.I will be back, with a sister or sister.My life is 2 years.And this year, I feel that it is very hard.My burden it too.My 9000 baht salary.No amount of baht tattoo Because of all of the liabilities are deducted, but it was not enough.Ex-lover of mineHe has already helped me every month. Because he cares for me.But I come fromAnd do not get money from him again.Because I don't like numbered in the status wife 2.I chose to walk out themselves.For me.It is a dream. "I did the rest.Good things dreamsI never dreamed that I would have a House with a car.There are people that love me, care for me. No, I'm difficult.มีคนพาฉันไปเที่ยว ได้กินอาหารดีๆมีเสื้อผ้าใหม่ มีสิ่งดีๆเข้ามาทุกอย่างมันเป็นแค่ความฝันฉันไม่ใช่ผู้หญิงที่ดีเพราะฉันเองก็ต้องการเงินแต่มันต้องเป็นเงินที่ชุบชีวิตฉันไม่ใช่เงินที่เผาผลาญไปวันๆชุบชีวิตให้ฉันได้เริ่มต้นใหม่และมีชีวิตที่ดีแต่.......ต้องฉันรอคอยคนๆนั้น ทั้งชีวิตฉันอยากบอกคุณเพียงเท่านี้ ขอบคุณที่รับฟังฉันอยากให้คุณรู้ สิ่งที่คุณควรจะรู้
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