I've learned that I can't do things like that, makes me very tired like an indirect suicide. So what is a tired and cannot continue to fight for a vacation I'm doing things I don't like, and not love. I can't make it.
I've learned that I do not like it makes me very tired as suicide indirectly. So what are tired and can not continue to fight for me is to do what I love and not love. Which I can not make it work.
I have learned that I did what I don't like that makes me tired like suicide around. So what is tired and can't fight it for me is to do what I like and love. Which I can not accomplish it.