My Effeminacy I started dressing in

My Effeminacy I started dressing in lingerie as a boy and the pleasure it gave me was at first very innocent but compulsive. Then in my early teens I began to realise that I may be gay and the thought both aroused me and disturbed me. Back then I thought that I must be the only boy in the World who dressed up in ladies undies, wore make up and dreamed of being a woman. Being gay was bad enough at the time but wanting to dress for a Man too was unthinkable even though I wanted to desperately. I tried to suppress my desires and was for many years reasonably successful although cross-dressed whenever the opportunity presented itself and fantasies about what it would be like to be made love to as an effeminate.

My Effeminacy I started dressing in lingerie as a boy and the pleasure it gave me was at first very innocent but compulsive. Then in my early teens I began to realise that I may be gay and the thought both aroused me and disturbed me. Back then I thought that I must be the only boy in the World who dressed up in ladies undies, wore make up and dreamed of being a woman. Being gay was bad enough at the time but wanting to dress for a Man too was unthinkable even though I wanted to desperately. I tried to suppress my desires and was for many years reasonably successful although cross-dressed whenever the opportunity presented itself and fantasies about what it would be like to be made love to as an effeminate.

My Effeminacy I started dressing in lingerie as a boy and the pleasure it gave me was at first very innocent but, compulsive. Then in my early teens I began to realise that I may be gay and the thought both aroused me and disturbed me. Back then. I thought that I must be the only boy in the World who dressed up in ladies undies wore make, up and dreamed of being a. Woman. Being gay was bad enough at the time but wanting to dress for a Man too was unthinkable even though I wanted to, desperately. I tried to suppress my desires and was for many years reasonably successful although cross-dressed whenever the opportunity. Presented itself and fantasies about what it would be like to be made love to as an effeminate.