i cant tell everything about my story ... i really want to but my mum dont wont that you make worries about her cause you all have enough problems ..
but serious , we arent happy
my brother is in a bad mode
my litlle brrother dont know whats going on
and i never smiled since a while
i cant go aut cause i´, afraid to hurt somebody in cause of my inner anger
i cant talk to anyone cause thy dont know my story ..
yah but hard soloutions ..
i was Psychotherapy for a half year as i was 14 cause of drugs and suizide
it changed nothing ... cause they havent care about my problems
i tried different clinics
they just give me some pills and let me in a room for the rest of the day
how can i deal with my past `?
i reaally cant sleep ... i alway dream about that shit
and its really hard to dont tell anybody of your family ...
the pills dont work
i still have Hallucination and Voices in my head ... and it makes me insane .....