And I decided to not bother about you/sick/I all the time because there are no text or discouraged from you/I think I don't deserve to even be friends with you/I don't have properties as you want/I apologize.
And I decided not to mess with you / because I was sick all the time / no text or encouragement from you / I think I should not even be your friend / I do not have the properties as you want / I'm sorry.
And I decided not to bother you, because every time I get sick / no text or encouragement from you / I don't think I deserve a friend with you / I don't have the properties as you like / I'm sorry