You are the first person I think of, and he wants to tell me each day of the event, you are free, but you do not listen to ignore me. You say I miss you a lot, but I suspect that you genuinely would say it with me?
You are the first person I thought and I told each of my days with you. You are free to ignore me. You say you miss me, but I suspect you're going to say that to me.
You are the first person I think and want to tell you about my events each day, but you are busy to ignore me. You tell me so much, but I wonder if you sincerely to tell me that?