Because I have bad memories of the wedding for the first time it resulted in me has the worst life with the burden of debts he left behind, I have borne my sad heart every time you think of it.
Because I have bad memories of his first marriage, it means I have the worst with the obligation to carry on where he left me sad every time I think about it.
Because I have a good memory, with the first marriage it affect me bad life ร้ายที่สุดกับ debts that he leave me to bear me sorrow whenever I think about it.