Outside, I could see a strong but actually I am very weak. I want to make a story mathon difficult. Need to put up with many a story, single naekhon, perhaps it was the same.
Outside I may look strong, but actually I was very weak. I have to put up with the embarrassment. To put up with many things, perhaps แa alone, it was not the same.
Outside I may look tough but I really very weak. I have to deal with things that make difficult. Have to endure many thing maybe I alone can't bear it either.