I began to feel sorry for myself that hit man scam over and over like this, I'm tired and sick of having to encounter with a guy like this, I don't want to cry anymore, I'm sorry or I don't want to turn to anyone.
I began to pity himself repeatedly hit by a scam like this, I'm tired and I have to meet this guy, I do not want to grieve or cry anymore, I do not want to open my heart to no one else.
I started being a man lie over and over again this self-pity, I'm tired and bored to meet with a man like that, I don't want to regret or cry again, I don't want to be open to anyone else.