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Thank you for your e-mail. From reading it I know I have hurt you. I am very sorry for that and if you would like to end are friendship now I will understand. But I would like are friendship to continue . I look forward to are chats most days, we seam to get on so well .I am so much looking forward to meeting you in December. If all goes well I hope you will come to my country and allow me to show my garden and the UK.I must tell you a little more about myself and Jean. I have always lived with my Mother and Farther all my life, and I know you may not believe this but there has never been any real love of any one in my live. Yes I have met girls and been out with them, but no love. After my farther died I was just left with my Mother as my 3 brothers had left home and got married. In my Mother's latter year I was left to look after her at home and the garden and my motor repair business. It was hard and life got harder as time went on , as Mother got older and required more caring.This is when I met Jean as she started helping me as she worked as a home carer for people . After Mother passed away we were both alone in life. She helped me get over the death of Mother. We just started helping each other, as she had lost her Husband too . As I was now free to do what I like , I decided I would like to see the world and meet new people. As Jean had never travelled , we decided to go together.Jean to me is just a friend as I hope you are as well. Yes Jean would like to live with me and spend the rest of are life together, and she would like to marry me. I have sed NO. I want my own life and she is no part of that, just a good friend.We do not live together and never will.I must say this e-mail has mad me cry. I do not want to loose you as a good friend.I do hope I have explained to you , and you understand. Please be free to ask any questions.I am again very sorry

Thank you for your e-mail. From reading it I know I have hurt you. I am very sorry for that and if you would like to end. Are friendship now I will understand. But I would like are friendship to continue. I look forward to are chats, most days. We seam to get on so well. I am so much looking forward to meeting you in December.If all goes well I hope you will come to my country and allow me to show my garden and the UK.

I must tell you a little. More about myself and Jean. I have always lived with my Mother and Farther all, my life and I know you may not believe this. But there has never been any real love of any one in my live. Yes I have met girls and been out, with them but no love.After my farther died I was just left with my Mother as my 3 brothers had left home and got married. In my Mother s latter. ' Year I was left to look after her at home and the garden and my motor repair business. It was hard and life got harder as. Time went on as Mother, got older and required more caring.

.This is when I met Jean as she started helping me as she worked as a home carer for people. After Mother passed away we. Were both alone in life. She helped me get over the death of Mother. We just started helping, each other as she had lost. Her Husband too. As I was now free to do what I like I decided, I would like to see the world and meet new people. As. Jean had, never travelledWe decided to go together.

Jean to me is just a friend as I hope you are as well. Yes Jean would like to live with me. And spend the rest of are, life together and she would like to marry me. I have sed NO. I want my own life and she is no. Part of that just a, good friend. We do not live together and never will.

I must say this e-mail has mad me cry. I do not. Want to loose you as a good friend.
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I do hope I have explained, to you and you understand. Please be free to ask any questions.

I am again very sorry.